Off-Story: Breakup Rant
by Cosmic Panda
Okay, this post is a little off the story but I want to share something that has been making me angry these past few days.
My ex-boyfriend just posted on his blog that he got his karma.
Here’s the link:
Apparently, he has been seeing this Singaporean guy; but the guy, I think, is in a relationship so they can’t be together. He was vague with the details, maybe he was ashamed.
Paul cried over him and felt betrayed after thinking they had something special.
How do I feel about it?
Okay, let me BREAK IT DOWN.
1. After the breakup, I admit I’ve gone out on a few dates, I’ve been talking to guys, and I’ve hooked up once (or twice) – and thats normal.
Dating after a breakup is one thing, but actually trying to be with someone, and having feelings for them? It’s only been one month, and we were together for two years. TWO FUCKING YEARS.
I DONT KNOW, MAYBE ITS THE HAZE.
2. I thought that he broke up with me because he didn’t want to feel guilty about slutting around with all the men in Singapore.
I get it, long distance relationship = lots of temptations.
I accepted that and I didnt judge him. And you know why? Because he told me that he still loved me and that I will forever be the one.
LOAD OF CRAP.
3. Here are my theories:
a. He has been dating that guy while we were still “together” – And that explains why he was excited to go back from Malaysia to Singapore as a single guy, and why he decided to break up with me in the first place.
b. He got over me really fast, found someone more worthy (impossible, but whatever), and tried to love again.
That was really fast for him to get over me.
c. He felt guilty about what he did, so he got himself into a situation where he knew he was gonna end up being heartbroken, blogged about it, and think that it will absolve him of the shit he did.
NO, BITCH, YOU CAN’T CREATE YOUR OWN KARMA.
d. He’s insecure. When we broke up, no one validated him anymore, and he needed someone to do that.
POOR GUY. BUT HE BROKE UP WITH ME, SO YEAH.
There thats the end of my rant. Im not hurt, and I wont cry about it (Excuse me, sa ganda kong to girl please).
Let the record show that this rant is the end of it, I’m over it, point blank case closed yes gawd halleeloo.